昨晚的活动完成，在自己心中是很不尽如人意的，远远达不到完美，甚至于不及格，不是苛求，只是自己的标准。无论怎样，如此长时间的准备，无数的节点，总归倾力而为的态度也不让自己沮丧。做的就是如此这样的问心无愧。更何况心中还抱着这样个长长的牵挂。

总想笑着面对个啥，蔑视大灾难，可以带领一种所谓勇敢坚韧的气质。不然调侃的勇气还是没有禁住每日一个的电话问候，老爹，老哥。。。做梦的时候是回去的，白日的清醒提醒自己踏实做好工作为当要。把回去的机票留给可以带去更大力量的救援机会。而不做守在亲人旁边无能为力的人。北京，也可尽到自己的力量，无论金额，无论血液，任何我可以贡献。老哥下午说内江又是一阵子强震，可是他们都已做好准备，他们也买好了帐篷一类的物品，老爹资中也说两夜露宿广场后已经回到家中，万事平安，要我安心工作，勿念。家人平安的更是激发回馈社会的激情，北京乃至全国人民潮水的赈灾热情常常澎湃得我热泪盈眶。连老哥这样的灾区人民也首要想到的是要捐款：更为重要的是灾害更严重的地方，尽一份自己的力量。很有种力量要插翅回飞，亲手搬石。

灾难让国人如此凝聚，那种对政府重燃的信心，当是中国最大的收获，国强则民难弱，不多说，继续倾己微薄之力，尽匹夫之责！

回老朋友的邮件，复制此处表达下心声：

Dear Fred,

millions of thanks for god and all of you that my family and firends are fine so far, it was really a disaster in Sichuan and many people gone even very close to my hometown. we are saddend for the pain got from the nature disaster, but i am so happy that all Chinese all over the world keen to put all of their own possilbe efforts to support the earth quake area, i never see such a solidification of Chinese as unprompted donation, blood dirve etc like this in person...  

 in entirely China now people are in all kinds of activities to attention and help those people in disaster area,government is also in the quick and effective action to resque. you never know how i touched by those images via media and caring by strangers and calls from my famlilies. even in Beijing, in my office, our lovely colleagues actively support through donating to red cross of course including me as well.

I love my country, i love China!!!

Best,

 Silence

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From: fredericTo: silence
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Date: Wed, 14 May 2008 08:24:32 +0000

Hi Silence !
well I've heard of the earthquake in your home province ! So my wife and I truly hope that your family and your friends are OK.
 
Sorry to be late but I was outside for work and I just have acess to a computeur today !
 
I hope that everything is fine for you and see you later !
 
Fred